Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Catch up time!!

Well it's been way to long since I last posed...of course!  I finally feel like we are somewhat getting on a routine around here these days though so I am now going to try get back into the swing of things with the blog world. 
Tre will be 4 months old in just a few days and is one chunky monkey!  We love his round little squishy body and I seriously can't get enough of him.  He for sure is the easiest most laid back baby I've ever had...so you can imagine the joy in my heart on the fifth that I got a good natured little man..or maybe by now I just get how to get a newborn on a schedule, who knows, but it's going great!  Of course we have our crazy "I have no idea what we did today, the house is destroyed, and we're having cereal for dinner" kind of days. But that's to be expected right?
So, doing a little catchup since he was born and I last posted. A few days before Christmas Austin became SUPER SICK.  I took into instacare, got a negative strep test, so of course was told it was a virus and was sent home.  I let it go on for a few more days and he just kept getting worse and worse.  By Sunday night he had a fever of 105, was as white as a ghost, and was screaming in pain over his stomach...so back to instacare we went.  They sent us straight to the ER because his white blood cell count was off the charts and they were afraid they had appendicitis.  As soon as we got there they hooked him up to IVs because he was apparently dehydrated, gave him some morphine, and also some fever reducer which helped. The kid was higher then a kite and was hilarious :) He made some of the funniest comments and just kept telling me how much he loved the hospital.  One of the nurses feel head over hills for him and brought him the cutest stuffed animal puppy..he's slept with it every night since :) We did ultra sounds, drew more blood, CAT scan..then come to find out he really did have strep.  But when it gets that bad you can have a false negative strep test.  So they kept him for a little longer for observation and then sent us home...at 3 am, made for a long night that's for sure.  Of course he couldn't be the ONLY one to get sick, so after that Dru, Talon came down with bronchitis, and Tre came down with RSV...needless to say with a 5 week old baby and 5 kids...I was a mess.  I was literally up all hours of the night going from room to room filling up humidifiers, rubbing oils, giving meds, and cuddling sickies.  We had to take TRE in to get suctioned out a couple of times, but lucky enough he didn't get to bad so we never had to admit him.  Thanks heavens!  Longest two weeks of my Liiiiiife!
Christmas was great! This was the first year we decided to actually stay home and do it at our house instead of traveling to grandparents. (of course they didn't love it. :)  but with a new baby, it was super nice to just be in the comfort of our own home.  The kids were spoiled and we had a  absolute blast.  Ben took the boys to a new movie, I took Brooklyn ice skating, we made yummy Christmas cookies, lots of treats and great food!
New Years was great also.  We had a few couples come over, played games, watched the ball drop, and again ate way to much! :)
Last Saturday was a pretty big day around here.  Brooklyn was baptized and Tre was blessed..talk about an emotional mommy day.  Pretty crazy to have that happening to your oldest and your youngest on the same day. It was awesome, and tons of family and friends came so it was a pretty great day filled with lots of love and support.  I'm so proud of Brooklyn.  She is growing up way to fast, I just want to freeze time some days!  She's reading like a champ and constantly wanting to talk about all of the good books she's reading.  She has a great group of little friends around here and is so excited to get outside the past few days and start riding bikes with all of them.  Mom is too!! I can't wait for warmer weather!
No for the mom of the year story...i have cried to many of you over this already so you know what is coming. :) SOOO, after we had Tre and I was called to be primary president in our ward...life was a little overwhelming.  It was getting cold outside, and as much as I loved our lab Bella, I felt like she was getting neglected all of the time outside.  Ben had said from the beginning that he would NEVER have an indoor dog...I was lucky to get an outdoor dog to tell you the truth.  He just isn't a fan, something I've just learned to accept :) I grew up with dogs and love them, so I was ecstatic when we got Bella.  But she was in a Kennel in the back and never got attention unless I was out there with her..so I decided it wasn't the right time for our family to have a pet so I found her another home.  A great one actually where I know she will be loved and well taken care of, so It was better for everyone. But boy was Brooklyn mad at me...screamed and cried when they came to get her (even though beforehand we prepared her and she agreed.  In the moment...not so much) she was crying, I was crying, she was yelling at me and trying to pull Bella out of the lady's car,...very very dramatic.  Well, after a few months after that...all Brooklyn talked about was wanting another puppy.  So I came up with the genius idea of finding a small indoor dog that was already house trained and good with kids. Perfect right? Oh boy ...story 2: I begged Ben for WEEKS, found the perfect one, and went and  bought our perfect little mini labradoodle Oakley.  Cute as can be, 3 months old, didn't shed, already house trained...the ideal dog for our family.  I found her online on Feb. 9th..yes, Ben's birthday. haha, so you can imagine the joy in his heart when the one thing he didn't want, I bought on his birthday lol!! Things were great, I was supermom and Brooklyn was in puppy heaven....that all lasted a good 2 whole days. :) let me just tell you, that puppy became PSYCHO.  Running FULL speed everywhere, hiding all of the time so we couldn't find her, started having accidents in the house, chewed on EVERYTHING, was the worst little nipping puppy I have every seen, like CONSTANTLY nipping at my boys all day so they were terrified of her! She barked like crazy and the kids and full on stated getting aggressive with them.  I would be trying to put Tre to sleep and she would sit there and bark and whine the whole time and kept waking Tre up.  I had NO IDEA a small indoor dog was SO MUCH WORK.  I grew up with big outdoor dogs like Bella was, so I had no clue.  After one week I was a mess with five kids, one which was a newborn, and a puppy.  So, once again, we found Oakley another home. :( Brooklyn was sad of course, but then came to realize this little pup was not the sweet cuddly thing she thought she was so wasn't as devastated as I thought she would be.  But oh boy did I feel horrible. Cried for days over getting her another puppy and then just turning around and selling her. WHO DOES THAT?!?!  I definitely reached my limit though and made the choice when I realized that this puppy was taking time away from my baby, taking time away from kids, and THAT was when I decided my kids come over a dog any days...so she went.  Maybe another time or another day we will have the kind life where a pup fits in...but not right now!
So as you can see, life has been great! But have to admit, sine we had Tre I feel like I our life has been a whirlwind! Actually before that.  Moving here, having Tre, becoming primary president, thanksgiving, Christmas, birthdays, (Austin, Ben, Brooklyn, and Valentines day within 2 weeks of each other) Baptisms, birthdays, puppy, etc..it goes on and on!  It's been nice to just take a little bit of a breather and relax during January.  I started running again and just signed up for my first half  so I'm nervous but really excited for that again! It's a whole new ball game knowing that I have had my last baby and can officially get back in shape FOREVER!!
One thing I have really come to realize is how blessed I have been with the family and friends I have been given. We had tons of support and love throughout all of the business and I cannot believe how many people have reached out to us, brought us dinners, baby gifts, called to check on us when we were sick, helped with my other kids, all those that traveled long distances, and of course my girl nights outs :) We love you all and hope this new year brings you just as much happiness as we are knowing it's going to bring us!
Here is a long strip of updated pics from the past few months! One of these days I will rearange my otuline on the blog...for now, this will have to do :)



                            My handsome six yr old                                      
 
 Austin made this for me at school for Christmas :) favorite xmas gift ever

A happy mommy moment, Brooklyn reading to Dru

Cookie dough is a Sunday must treat in the Fullmer household :)
 
 
 This was my sick baby at the instacare when he was super sick..see, i wasn't kidding, he was sooooo sick. Still makes me so sad it had to get this bad before someone did something!

Him on drugs :) Feeling a little better now!

My adorable bald baby...look at those cheeks!

LOVES bath time!!

Brooklyn's new best friend.  Please meet Furby. Xmas gift...most annoying toy EVER ps :)

Smiles with mom!!

Piggy Backs :)

Dressing up 2-3 times a day in ten different super heroes costumes before noon around here these days

Visits from Grandpa and Grandma McSpadden!

These are the smiles I get EVERY TIME I look at this little chunky monkey.  Oh I love him!

Big hugs!

Aunt Kelli gave us this adorable little outfit so I had to take a pic :)

Happy sixth birthday buddy!

Seventeen 6 year old little boys for two hours...enough said :)

Cheese!!
 
Yes, he's my last so I will capture every second of his day with my camera :)

Ok, had to take a picture of our pup Oakley...even though she's not our pup anymore.  She was super cute that's for sure..only when she was calm and being held may I add :)

Happy Birthday to my BEAUTIFUL eight year old! Wow, how did that happen?

18 eight year old girls for her birthday party...yep, I'm crazy
 
Every Valentines day I plaster Ben's mirror with tons of hearts.  On each heart is written something I love about him...I easily could have written 100 more!
 
We are all a little tired these days!

This year on Valentines I woke up with a poster Valogram from the hubby :) It was the best gift ever.  I'm a super sentimental person and things like this melt me :) Later that day Ben said, "One of these days I'll be able to get you diamonds instead of poster boards." Honestly, I totally want the poster boards over diamonds ANY day.  Luckily for him I'm not high maintenance AT ALL
 
Tre gets this big wide eyed look every time he sees my phone lately :)

Playing in the snow :)

Thursday, December 13, 2012

Tre Jacob Fullmer...He's here!!

He's here!!! Well.. he was here almost 5 weeks ago..but let's face it, it's been a little crazy around here these days!  Tre Jacob Fullmer (pronounced "Trey"..we just liked the spelling the other way) was born November 11th 2012 weighing in at 6 pounds 14 ounces, 18 inches long...pure perfection :) And wow..and we IN LOVE!! It amazes me every time I have a baby (and you'd think I'd get it by my fifth!) how much love you can have for every single baby that comes into my family!  Tre is the sweetest most chill baby thus far, (crossing fingers) and we are LOVING having him as our last little baby.  Here is our fun story of how he came into our little world:
 
The night before Halloween I actually thought I was in labor! Contracting all night, in pain, etc.. and knowing how fast my babies come we decided to go in so it wouldn't turn into an "Austin" experience and barely make it there like with him.  When I got there, I was a a four and defiantly having times contractions minutes apart, but after a couple of hours everything kind of slowed down and I didn't progress at all. Because I was a few days shy of 36 weeks they didn't want to progress the labor...so SENT ME HOME.  I thought for sure I was going to have him anytime after that..but this little guy decided to take his sweet time and I was actually induced a week early!  The morning of my induction everything went really smooth..for awhile :) They started me on pitocin and for hours I had contractions but they weren't that painful so I waited to get my epidural..thinking once they started hurting, that's the time to get it.  Ben kept reminding me of how fast I go and that I was at a four..I should just get it.  But of course I thought I could handle it so I decided to wait.  Once I hit a 6 i started feeling them here and there so decided to get it.  It took the guy 30 min to finish, and during that whole time I started having contractions every minute or two apart and they were getting pretty painful, so they checked me after he was done...I had gone from a 6 to an 8 within that half an hour! They nurse told me it takes about 20 min for the epidural to kick in so one that happened she would come back in and check on me.  Not even after 5 minutes of her leaving I was in EXTREME pain and I knew I had to be close.  So Ben got the nurse, and sure enough..he was RIGHT there and it was go time!  She kept telling me not to push, yelling for nurses to page the doc, grabbing everything to get ready for this little guy!  Now keep in mind, it had only been FIVE minutes since I got my epidural, not 20..ya it didn't work...like AT ALL. I felt EVERYTHING!! Luckily I only had to push through about 4 contractions...but it was the most painful thing ever and there was a moment I didn't think I could physically do it.  Luckily I have the best most supportive husband in the world who talked me through the whole thing and my mom was there too..they helped a ton.  And within a few minutes our beautiful baby boy was in my arms.  He was screaming withing seconds of having him, and the feeling of having them put your new baby on your chest right after you have him...not a feeling in the world better then that.  Seriously I would do that 100 times if I could, just for that experience..LOVE IT.  I of course cried my eyes out, loved on him and couldn't get enough of my new baby boy.  He looks JUST like his daddy..the most out of all my kids actually. Has the LONGEST fingers of all (even the doc said he doesn't thing hes ever seen a baby with that long of fingers. Seriously they are huge haha.. probably going to be my tallest boy)
The other kidos love him to death of course.  He's like a new play toy for Brooklyn and she constantly wants to help and hold him, which I LOVE.  Dru has been a little hard, but of course he was the baby and was used to all of the attention, but hes adjusting and doing much better.  I've can't leave Tre anywhere near him when I'm not around though because he's constantly trying to pick him up and carry him...I've caught him three times in the act of walking across my kitchen floor caring him..talk about a heart attack!!
So, as you can imagine...life with five is insane :) But one thing I've learned about myself is that I do ok with insane.  I do good with craziness, and I'm at my best when I'm staying busy...which this for sure is :)  To make things even CRAZIER..two days after I got home from the hospital the bishop of our "newly split ward" came and called me to be the primary president.. UM...NO WORDS.  I kept asking him if he was for sure that this was an "inspired calling" because there is no way anyone in their right mind would call a new mom of five kids to be that.  He reassured me that he tried to ignore the feeling that I needed to be the president but couldn't push away the feeling anymore and he promised me that I could delegate all of the work to my counselors and take as much time as I needed to get on my feet. So, because I believe these are truly inspired callings, I accepted of course.  It's been crazy calling all new primary teachers since it's a new ward and organizing everything...but so far I've actually enjoyed it and love being in there with my kids..and they are THRILLED to have me in there with them. So we will see how that goes.  The expression people get when they see me with my my five kids and my NEW baby though, and hear that's my calling...priceless haha! 
Within the past two months, we have moved into a new house, had a new baby, Thanksgiving, shared my 9th anniversary with my best friend in the whole world, had my 29th birthday, this new calling, and now Christmas...it's been pretty busy around the Fullmer household.  But i the same sentence...all of this has really made me realize how grateful I am for everything I have been blessed with, and it's really opened my eyes to how lucky I truly truly am. I have such an amazing life and couldn't ask for anything better then what I have.  Being a stay at home is the hardest job in the world, and trust me, even though I may soud like it's been all roses...um no.. we have had our emotional melt down and if you could be a fly on our wall for a day, you would probably think I am a crazy person and laugh 24/7 lol.  But during this time of year especially, everything is a little more clearer and makes sense as to why things happen the way they do and how blessed we all are.  Knowing this is my last baby...I think that makes this one a little different and little easier. I think I'm taking more time to enjoy it instead of being so stressed that I'm not getting anything done, that our schedule is all over the place, that I'm exhausted and getting no sleep.  Oh those moments catch up with me for sure, but more then anything I am just loving it and can't seem to get enough of my new little one, and realizing how fast they grow up so loving on the others as well.  Before I know it these little babies are going to be towering over me and too cool for school...so I' taking advantage of it now!  I hope this update finds all of you happy and healthy as well! We love you all and are so grateful to all of those who have showed their love and support during this time.  We are extremely thankful!!! We love you!!  Here are a few pics of our new little gift :)
 
Our Christmas card this year!
 
Newborn pics

 
 
Here we go!!
 
                                                                          Right after

                                                                        Meeting Mom :)

                                                          cuddle time a few minutes later
 
 
                                                               Look at those hands! LOL


                                                                      Wide Awake

Then sound asleep :) Loves his bink


Meeting big sis


Meeting Dad
 
 
Middle of the night cuddle time..we have lots of these moments :)

My burrito baby

Precious

Big Brother

Love him...Kobe shirt and all :)

                                                These binkies are bigger then their little heads!!


                                           See!! Look at them things...they are massive!!!


                                                                   Huge feet as well!!

A few other pics of my lovelies
 
Having story time on the ipad with Dad before bed...
this is why I have 5 my friends :)
 
 
 
Another GREAT use for stockings :)
 
 
Hugging it out after a snowball fight:)
 
 
My handsome soon to be 6 year old...holy cow how did this happen??!!
 
 
We are a little worn out these days :)