Monday, February 28, 2011

Happy 30th babe!!!

Happy 30th birthday to my wonderful husband!! That's right, I'm officially married to an old man..ha!. February 9th was Ben's birthday birthday and sad to say he was actually out of town during his birthday so we celebrated when he got home. He was in Boise for work actually so he went to my little sisters basketball game and out to dinner with my parents for his birthday..he was missed very much but I'm grateful for a family that loves him and treated him so well. Thanks mom and dad!
If any of you know my husband, he's one of the most cautious people I know with spending money. (nice way of saying he's super cheap..sorry babe but you know yourself it's true!) so he begged me to not do anything or get him anything for his birthday. He needed some new clothes so just said when he got back in town we would go shopping for him. I said ok, but didn't exactly stick to that plan. For months Ben has been talking about wanting to get an Sirius XM radio for his truck but of course never buys anything for himself so has never gotten one. The day after he left I drove down to the airport and searched for his truck (if you can imagine driving through the salt lake city airport SEARCHING for a white truck...it took me almost an hour of weaving in and out of lanes looking for his truck. I didn't want to ask him where it was because it would give it away so I searched!) After giving myself a massive headache and making myself car sick..I FOUND IT! I switched cars, took his truck to best buy, dropped the truck off and had them install the XM that I had purchased the night before, had a friend pick me up and then take me and my kids home. THEN later that night had another friend take me back to best buy to get the truck, then me and my 4 kids drove it BACK to the airport, put a big bow and card on it, then drove all of the way home..WOW what a day. Of course he was surprised and loved it! (after the fact we talked about how much and all of the financial stuff of course...haha, love you husband) The next night we went out do dinner with some friends and had a wonderful night!
Happy birthday babe, thank you for being the most amazing husband and daddy ever, WE LOVE YOU!!




















Best daddy ever















Done this a few times together


























Love my family man












Best hubby ever













Wednesday, February 16, 2011

4 years old!!

So my sweet little Austin man turned 4 years old last week! Wow, where does the time go? I seriously can't believe he's 4 already!! So I thought we would take a trip down memory lane and share Austin's story. ...



















Austin was my first little boy that was born into this family! I wanted a little boy soooo bad so you can imagine how excited I was to hear the doc say those magic words," Up, yep, right there..and he's not shy about it!!" Ha Ha! It brought me to tears and to this day love this little guy as much as the moment they put him in my arms. Austin was born January 31st 2007, and oh boy did he make an entrance into this world! I know some of you have already heard this story but because of everything I went through to bring him into this world, I believe I have the right to share this story every year!!
I was scheduled to be induced on August 1st (yes..the NEXT day..but I guess he couldn't wait!) The morning of the 31st I was having some braxton hicks contractions but I had been having them since I was 5 months prego so didn't really worry about it. I decided since I was going in the next morning to have him I better run to the store and get some groceries for my family and some last minute supplies. I was getting some pics developed at the hour kidos and remember thinking, "hmm, these are getting alot more frequent. Maybe I should start timing them." I got in my car went home, layed Brooklyn down for a nap and decided to call the doc because they were off and on, nothing consistent but every 5 min, then every 1o, then every 2, etc.. the nurse told me to NOT come in until they were consistently 5 min apart, so I said ok and hung up the phone. I called Ben and he said he was headed into a meeting so wouldn't be able to leave his meeting for another hour so he would be home after that. I said ok and hung up the phone again! I kid you not, 2 min after I hung up the phone with Ben, I was in EXCRUCIATING PAIN!! I called my neighbor and she rushed over to help. I was hurting so bad I was on the floor in the fetal position and literally thought I was going to die!! My friend tried calling Ben a couple of times and couldn't get ahold of him, so was getting ready to rush me to the hospital when low and behold Ben walked in the door! He told me he had a bad feeling(which we all know what that bad feeling was!) after he talked to me and decided to leave his meeting. He literally had to carry me out the car, rushed to the hospital, (and when I say RUSHED, I mean going 40 down the dumb one lane redwood road at the time during school bus hours so we were following the slowest buses EVER ) as i was SCREAMING in the car. I remember looking up at Ben when we at a stop light and he was SMILING!!! I asked him why he was smiling and his response, "Because we're gonna have a baby babe."..aww, so sweet now..NOT SO SWEET THEN!! I then screamed at him to drive faster! We pulled up to the hospital and they brought me a wheelchair and rushed me up to the triage room. The nurse checked me and sure enough, I was at a 9+, my doc couldn't make it so the doctor on call would have to deliver, it was to late for an epidural and there wasn't even time to get me to a real hospital room. I was having that baby NOW so push!! I of course broke down, kept saying I did not think I could do this and even brought tears to my non emotional never-crys husband. After a major prep talk from him, and clinging to his hands for dear life, I DID IT! From the moment I was wheel chaired into that room, it was a total of 16 minutes!! It felt like 16 hours, but I did and was SOOO happy to have my healthy 6.4 pound baby boy in my arms. From the day Austin was born I have always said that he has been my hardest. The birth, with sleeping, eating, attitude when he was 2 and 3, etc.. but I have come to realize now that Talon is 3 that it's just a BOY thing! haha.
Austin is BEST friends with his sister Brooklyn, plays with boy toys all day with Talon, and is the best out of all of the kids with Dru. He talks to that baby all day and before Austin even walks up to Dru, Dru is kicking his little legs just cause he sees him coming. Austin LOVES his leapster video games that mom has to pry out of his hands every day. He loves transformers, playing swords, riding bikes, playing outside, Thomas the train, and every other little boy toy that comes his way! He is truly a joy in our family and we love him so so so so so much. He is my biggest cuddlier out of all of the boys, tells me ten times a day how pretty I am, and how much he loves me at least every day! He will randomly walk up to little girls in the store, take them by the hand, bring them to me and say, "Hey mom, look at this girl, isn't she so pretty!" Oh boy..I am in BIG trouble with him. Those baby blues will be used to his advantage some day I'm sure, but for right now the only heart he is melting is his mama's. Happy fourth birthday big boy. We love you to the moon and back (grandma's saying that we say allot around here) and would please appreciate it you could stay this age forever pls. Now, we are both sitting here on the couch on opposite ends with the worst flu bug ever so cuddle with me..Love you baby

January 31st 2007














He's here!















Brooklyn was so excited to have a brother in
her life















Kisses from mommy that I still get every day















Austin has love Brooklyn from the day he was
born. They truly are best friends
















Ya, I'm pretty sure he's a stud haha
























Look at those blues...big trouble I'm telling
you!











This is the way the two of them really
are so I love this pic


















Austin is so good with his brothers
and I love that they love him
so much. Always be a god example
k buddy because they will be watching
very close!


















Telling Santa what he wants














4 years old!!













We took Austin to Monkey Island for his birthday
this year and he had a BLAST!













Austin's new love..our fish Zippity













Valetines day party! He's my biggest snacker
for sure and could eat sugar all day long!!











Wednesday, February 2, 2011

7 months old!

These are the smiles I get all day long, and
they never get old. Every time I see him his
expression is like the first time he's ever seen
me haha, I love it.














Yes, I'm adorable


This is SUPER excited face he gets when he sees
my camera..he loves it for some reason and even
starts shaking..it's so funny
Loves him so Brooklyn..most of the time, when she's
not carting him around or putting girl dress up
skirts on him
My baby is no longer a newborn!! Dru is getting so big and I thought I better start doing updates on here or before I know it he's going to be 4 years old and I won't have recorded anything! Dru Benjamin Fullmer has been such a little blessing in our life and I can't even begin to tell you happy this little man makes me and how quickly he melts my heart. He just turned 7 months old and I seriously cannot believe how fast the time has gone. I know everyone says that but I'm not even joking when i say it feels like last week I just had him. I keep putting off making him "cry it out" or rocking him to sleep so much because I still have in my mind set that he's still so little...BUT HE'S NOT! His second little tooth just popped through, he's rolling all over the place from room to room, and is doing great with sitting up and playing with toys. (still in the fall over stage of sitting so we love the boppy pillow for support but most times he doesn't even need it.) He's the most smiley little boy ever and laughs more then any of my other kids did. It will be 3 in the A.M. sometimes and I will all of the sudden awake to his little giggles. I go in to put the binkie back in and he's just ALL SMILES and kicking his little legs as fast as they can go while laughing...mom, not so much!! He still has some issues with drinking his bottle and while the doctor thinks he might have a little inflammation in his esophagus I'm pretty sure it's just acid reflex so who knows. Good think he LOVES his baby food and is of course growing like a weed. You would never know he's not the best of eater by looking at him, at 7 months old he weights a whopping 18 pounds and is one solid little guy! Everyone is always amazed with how much "darker" he is then my other kids. He has the most dark hair, darker eyes, and his skin just seems a little more bronze. He's a little stud that's for sure and I'm sure will break a few hearts along the way.
As of late, our obstacle is figuring out how to get him to not be such an early riser! Any suggestions would be MUCH appreciated! He goes to bed at 8pm (I try to keep him up a little later but by 8 he is fighting to stay awake like you wouldn't believe.) He sleeps through the whole night until 6:30am and then is WIDE AWAKE. I used to feed him around 5-6 and he would sleep til 8am but the past month or so he doesn't even want to eat...he's just wants up! He then takes a nap around 10am for an 1.5-2 hours, and then an afternoon one around 1:30pm-4pm ish. Anyways, he's been a little tougher to figure out sleeping wise then my others for sure. And since I'm waking up at 5am to run/work out, getting back around 6:30 I'm ready to go back to bed for an hour or so til my other kids wake up..but Dru's not about to let that happen!!
Dru LOVES his siblings and is all smiles the whole time they are around him or talking to him. He loves his saucer and his bumbo still and is probably one of the loudest screamers you have ever heard. haha! He LOVES his Mama (which mom loves of course). Except for the times when I walk out of the room and I hear that PIERCING scream that seriously hurts your ears, it is SOO loud.
We feel so lucky to have Dru in our family and can't imagine our little family without him. It's so funny how everything happens for a reason. Honestly before Dru came I was super scared about having 4 kids this close together, this young, with Ben's work schedule and now that he's in the bishopric I had some major anxiety for a while about trying to figure our how to deal with all of this. For those who are close to me, know that I'm not the best with change. Never have been, so you can imagine the thoughts that were coming when you're about to have four kids 5 yrs and younger. But I can honestly say Dru has blessed our lives and brought so much happiness into our family that it's hard to remember what it was like before him. He is a TRUE joy to have and it makes me so sad he's getting so big so fast! Thank you for being the perfect baby Dru and for making your mommy so happy. Stop growing and just let me love you on for a few more months before you're running all over the place pls!!! Love you, Love you, Love you, baby boy..xoxox